I've been kind of busy with life issues and what not.
So, let me just say that I have a bit to get out since I was last on here. Once we're born, were given everything. We're given what we need, what's essential and what we want. We always try our hardest to please the people around us in our lives, and it gets tiring after the 20th person honestly. There's always gonna be a chance that there are people who're dealing with the same issues that we all face from time and time again.... For instance, I lost my stepfather to drugs during Christmas and I lost my best friend to cancer that same year. Once i lost them, I went down a REALLY dark and emo state that I felt really terrible about. I turned down my friends(not that anyone noticed or cared as I tried to push everything along and move past it), I started smoking, and everything just went downhill after that. Then, in 2012, the Aurora Shooting happened and I almost lost my leg tripping over people trying to leave. I never spoke of it to anyone and I have to say that I still have nightmares about it.... And it scares the living heck out of me.
I try my best to move past everything. I'll update this post in the morning.
