Tuesday, April 26, 2016

April Showers Bring May Flowers, So Let's Praise Tuesday!

Hello happy blog!

Oh, how i've missed the sweet sight of missing weekly posts. I honestly have missed this blog!!!

Where to begin? Other than writing this blog, listening to Fleetwood Mac(don't judge me), i've been keeping my focus on The LORD and where he's put me in life at the moment. Sure, i still have amounts of life to repair. But i know for a fact He's always with me, and i trust in His plan. His good.  word is worth anything to repair my life.

Anyways, i have met new people and they've kept me happy while i went missing in action. I've been extremely happy where i am on this God Blessed Earth. I've also met nice girls that i can get to know through His eyes and what He thinks of them. However, whenever someone new walks into your life, old friends can come back in.

So, how's everyone? don't answer that, nobody can answer this... unless they comment, or it's a chatroom.... i wonder if this is secretly a chatroom? 0_o - i would certainly hope not. Lol

anyways, nothing like writing my thoughts on a permanent piece of online paper where the whole world can see it and judge me for every fligging little piece of word they have to offer. It's weird... Every word i put down is like a bowl of fruits and veggies We just sit here chomping away at our screen and we write away on our keyboard... Lots of you might disagree with me on this, but i find this actually relaxing to get my words out... Seriously, it helps me be calm.....

"lhgnio g'j 'gn'hbnf'n'aspgnal vm'sghe[gmsd v]gnae!!!!"

Sorry for the mumbo-jumbo gibberish there. Lol...

I actually changed the station on my library. Now, it's a 70's song.... sometimes, it's actually good to listen to different types of music. Please cope with me while i keep writing as best as i can!!


Hopefully, i'll share more words tomorrow.... I'll find a way. :)

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

For What It's Worth....

Hello my beautiful blog!!!!

I honestly have to apologize for not keeping updated with things lately. I've been living under a rock, and have honestly been seeking Our Lord and Savior for guidance. So, since i've been gone for a couple months, let's get into some story telling. :)

So, first thing's first, I'm honestly sorry for not posting anything for the past few months. Things got REALLY important between my family, work, and friends.... including myself. For anyone who reads this, let me just say that i'm glad that people follow and read this, because i don't know what would've happened if i didn't have any followers... to be honest, if i didn't, i'd probably shut this blog down. and i know that i wouldn't want that.

So, my brother recently lost his job at Nordstrom's due to a stupid coworker of his. If i was in that position where i honestly hated a coworker due to their meanness and disfunction  towards me, i'd probably get used to it... I honestly LOVE my job, and i couldn't ask for any better job!

Secondly, i was at the movies during Christmas weekend. I had ordered early screening tickets to the 70mm roadshow cut of "The Hateful Eight" and i have to say, it was great! When the movie ended, there was a LONG line to go to the bathroom. I was among the line of gentlemen there(because i figured these men got out of the same showing). And due to the kindness out of my heart, i let a guy(who seemed to be in his late 20's or early 30's) go ahead of me. Well, approximately 2-3 minutes later, we had to call the ambulance because the guy blacked out and fell on the floor. When he fell, instead of freaking out like i would've(due to remembering a certain loss in my life that i won't ever forget), I was completely calm and helped out with the other folks and left a couple minutes later..

A few minutes later, we had stopped at the nearest target so i could pick up a phone charger and a couple other things. Among grabbing those things, one of those things was those 1 liter of coke. One of the bottles fell off the shelving, hit another shelf, ricocheted off my shoulder and spilled all over the floor... So that was pretty much that eventful weekend.

A couple weeks later, during the blu ray release of "The Martian", i had to make a trip to the store to pick up a few things, because its groceries. you can't argue with groceries! anyway, when i went, it was dark out. The first time i got there, i was ready to pay, until i realized i had forgotten my wallet.

First off, you ALWAYS make sure you have your wallet whenever you go places! Even if it's for a little bit, you never leave without your wallet.

Secondly, if you're walking outside when it's dark out, you ALWAYS have to be aware of your surroundings. That's why i check my surroundings whenever i cross the street. And just for extra measure, i check them 2 times, because you can never be so sure. 

Anyways, back to my story.....So, as soon as i had traveled back to grab my wallet, i had experienced my life flash before my eyes. what do i mean by that? Well, back to my second reason of going out, i literally had the right to cross the street. However, out of nowhere, some inconsiderate jerk thinks he has the right away to drive while "i'm" crossing the street. I could've been badly injured in that collision. And what's worse is that this guy, who had a white colored vehicle, didn't even stop to check if i was ok. Luckily, the guy behind him did and asked if i was ok. I'm glad he did.

So, after going to the store, i watched The Martian which was REALLY good.

A week later, i end up working that week. And back to the fact, i LOVE my job! But it's a shame that i had to only work 2 hours. It's what happens when pay roll gets really tight. My knee was acting up that week as well. It was acting up because my dryer needed a new part, and desperately needed to be fixed. While it was being fixed, i climbed on top of the washer, which was a bad idea in my opinion. 

Anyways, working 2 hours was an honestly easy shift, but hard to cope with because of my knee. As soon as i got off of work, the SAME EXACT THING happened again. The driver wasn't looking where she was going, and it kind of ticked me off that she didn't even say sorry. But, with the kindness of my heart, i apologized because i thought it would've been nice to apologize for something that you CLEARLY NEVER DID. 

the reason why i'm underlining these things is because i'm stating important facts. I'm not stressing out my anger out on anyone or anything. I just feel like people should know these things sometimes. And basically, you followers are my only resort.

So, the last friday, i had talked with a good friend of mine, who also happens to be a pastor. he gave me GREAT advice. He told me to stop venting all my anger on "The Book of Faces"(my term for "Facebook") and seek some help from Our Lord and Savior, and maybe talk with someone about these things once in a while.

So, with that all being said, i'd like to take this time to say thank you for whoever reads my blog and likes these posts. i know it's been a while since i've been on here, but i feel like i needed the time off for a bit. I'd also like to thank my family for bringing me into this world because i wouldn't be here if it wasn't for my momsy and old man(my term for my parents, don't judge please). I'd also like to thank my friends who read this, if they even do... And if a few people from my youth group are reading this, shoutout to HCF(Horizon Christian Fellowship[my old youth group]) and Calvary Aurora(my current one} for being so humble for inviting me into their space with open arms. And finally, and most importantly, i'd like to thank Our Lord and Savior for bringing me into the world, blessing me with a great family, blessing me with the nicest youth group in the world, and giving me the best job in the world.

Peace followers - J.