So, where do i begin?
I live in Colorado where the weather is sunny at times and rainy other days.... i don't honestly know the percentage of days it happens.
So, i apologize that i haven't been here in a while. It's such a shame that i don't get any page views any more. While i sit here and write about who knows what, I'm listening to my radio trying to think of something to write.
So, here's an update on what i've been doing(probably guessing that nobody cares). I've been working in my 2 places, i've been cleaning, i've been trying to find fish in the sea for myself(given circumstances that i can't because i'm not lucky), and I've been..... wait for it..... GOING TO CHURCH!!!!!!!
That's right, for the first time in 2 years(approximately), I've finally found a church that may accept me for who i finally am. I'm also going to try to make these longer for the fact that I have to use an attachment keyboard at the moment...... Never mind.... I'll just use my keyboard to my advantage. Anyways, so I'm also going to try to make this as long as possible without trying to mess everything up on my keyboard.
So, to new people who are reading, I'm going to try to find out who i want to be in life and what i want to be. And i know through His will, I'd be able to find the answers I'm hopefully looking for.
So, can people please support me? Thanks everyone who does.
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Since my last post was in June, i thought I'd make up for old time sake. My life has gone completely uphill since I've decided to stay positive and be good for the better... Let me just explain that 2010-2012 was a REALLY dark time for me and I'm glad to be out of that dark corner for the very first time in the 3 years of my humanity. Now, I've got 2 amazing jobs in a retail store and an art gallery(which I'm very glad to call it my home away from home), I've been trying to go out more, I've been looking for myself through His Will(even though i still have a way to go). Other than all that stuff, I've been at least trying to be social(even though i'm a huge nerd and can be a reckless idiot sometimes), and I've been trying to find someone who I can try to date... but as luck would have it, it's not in my agenda right now because people have yet to believe that even though I may look annoying and can nerd out to anything, this christian has a heart of gold and is probably one of the most amazing people you'd ever meet in your life, and i am serious about it.
I also forgot to mention that I am feeling under the weather right now because of these couple of reasons:
A. I have a runny nose
and B. I have to suffer from a nose injury for a few days.
So, that's what I'm dealing with apparently.
I honestly try to be the best person i can be. And whenever I can't be, I'm usually disappointed that I can never appeal and fit into society..... I know that was a bit harsh, but I've just dealt with a lot the last time i was gone from this blog.... Well, that's going to be different now, because I'm doing things for the better that will hopefully change my life for the better... I'll be able to write more, I'll be able to go out more..... And who knows, with this much luck I have, I'll hopefully soon be able to finally find someone who I'm able to date on a regular basis.....
So, I'd like to take this time to pray for what I do have and for what I don't. I pray that my dear friends in Littleton are safe and are doing amazing with what they're doing. I pray that I may one day see them again because I honestly don't know what I would do if i had never met them in the first place(even though I don't know very much about them, I'd like to refer to them as "My second family" because we've spent valuable time together, and I really enjoyed being there[even if they didn't enjoy me at their church group]). I pray that I find what answers I may find for myself out in the great unknown. I pray that i find true love one day(hopefully soon, because a guy like me who's been technically alone for his whole life.... He needs "A Whole New World" in his life). I pray that things will get better for my family because my mommy's side of the family is the one I worry about the most. I pray that I shall finally fit into society... I don't wanna be a normal person, I just wanna belong somewhere.
Oh Lord, I'm here, and I'm listening.... God Bless Us Everyone.
"When it goeth well with the righteous, the city rejoiceth: and when the wicked perish, there is shouting" - Proverbs 11 (KJV)
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