So, i know, i'm updating like crazy since i'm trying to keep my promises. I have been super busy with life lately.
I have a bunch of pre-recorded orchestral samples and am looking for a way to make those samples sound like a symphony orchestra. I know it sounds like it's not a big deal, but to me who loves music, it is. one of my accomplishments is to become a composer like everyone else who made it. Hans Zimmer, Lorne Balfe, James Newton Howard, Danny Elfman, James Horner, and all those other beautiful people who're composers. i'm still waiting for an answer to this, so wish me luck everyone.
So, what have i been up to since then? I've been working, i've been busy..... Not to mention, i have graphic design class, which is barely fun anymore... but hopefully that changes. My teacher's saying that there'll be a new student coming to class this semester.... and the good news about it, my teacher's not going to be the only female there anymore. That's right, my class is run by stupid, ignorant, and jerk-ish men. I really don't understand why it had to be these people. Why couldn't it have been a better class? We've got a football player who's caught in drugs most of the time, 2 kids who're obsessed with My Little Pony, and a kid who's a fan of Pokemon(like me[i don't like that new stuff}). In my opinion, i couldn't have a better class...... NOT! let's just say, i'm in a nutshell.
anyways, my job has gotten a little slower since christmas ended. basically meaning, my hours have slowed down and i sometimes take night shifts. I honestly love my job, and i really hope i don't lose it like the last job i had. the last job i had was at a warehouse. we filled boxes of candy, and sent them out to stores like Albertsons, or King Soopers, or Safeway.... sometimes, i hated that job.
the other reason why i'm doing this is because apparently, i have nothing better to do. i wish people on Facebook would talk to me, but everybody's so busy with life. all i ever try to do is make contact with people, and they shut me off like i'm a light switch. for instance, this afternoon i was talking to someone who i BARELY met, and talk to them about looking for a job for them. they live in littleton, and won't look for anything farther than that. anyways, so i tell them i'll look and the next thing i ask is "if i may ask, how's your day?" and the next thing i know, i'm chopped liver. sometimes, people make me cry by what they say or what they do. depending on what their reaction is to everything. in my opinion, i'm just not a good person. if there's anyone who disagrees with me, comment..... wait a minute, why would anyone comment anyways? i ask people to comment or at least follow this blog. But i don't even think anyone cares about this stupid blog... It reminds me of high school..... why write something that won't be graded, won't be viewed, but nobody cares about.... this is a total disgrace just even looking at the pageviews.... like i said, why write something when nobody's going to care about it anyways. excuse me, i have to go crawl in a ditch and hide for a few weeks because i just have one simple task, and nobody listens.
So, i'm not gonna hide in a hole because i know that people would miss me, they just don't show it. if only people would just show it once in a while, i think i'd be a lot happier besides living the wonderful life i already live. and for the record, sometimes when i'm laying in bed, i consider myself lonely because i have nobody to hug or cuddle with at night.... i'm always given the cold shoulder.
so, i end this by saying goodnight, comm..... in fact, DONT COMMENT.
from the blog creator, Jay
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