Caption Reads: Behold, the untold drama of this young gentleman in his attempt to write something worth writing for. unfortunately for him, he doesn't know that his page is being watched over by fans and readers who don't even care to leave a comment, a like or follow this blog whatsoever. So, he guesses that this will have to make do for a bit.
Even so, this gentleman is about 21 years of age and has strong feelings for everyone in the world and in the galactic universe. So, with that in mind, if you could just leave him a comment or follow the blog, that would really make his day.... (Caption Ends)
good evening and welcome to tonight's post about stuff and etc. tonight, i'll try to make this as good as i can make it, so let me get started here....
First of all, the tornadoes this year are REALLY creeping me out... and not in a good way. you all may have a different opinion here, but in my perspective, it's kind of like going into a grocery store with having these things on your checklist:
01. Eggs
02. Milk
03. Sausage
04. Fruits and Veggies
05. Cake Mix (say you had to bake a cake for a birthday or a celebration)
06. Frosting
07. Bacon
08. Potatoes
09. Soup
but as soon as you exit with all the things you think you have, you finally realize that you forgot the cake mix or the eggs. you also can't go in there anymore because your broke... It's kind of a big deal here.
secondly, summer is almost here, which means that i'll be working more hours.... i also will try to spend some time blogging as good as i can.... don't know what i can do without writing about... probably jump off a ledge or something.... NOT. like i said, i'll try my best to keep up with society and stuff. Apparently, listening to music kind of helps. lol...
thirdly, i have an interview tomorrow morning... YAY ME!!!!! i'm gonna try to be on my best behavior and will try to get this internship. wish me luck....
apparently, this wasn't long enough.... sorry folks.
nighty night.
Monday, April 28, 2014
Friday, April 18, 2014
Good Friday = Worst Friday EVER
so, i apparently seek some happiness since i'm forever alone in this world with nobody to comfort me, text me to cheer me up etc. apparently none of you are going to do it, so i thought i might as well make this post just for the fun of it, since posting isn't fun anyways.
being the kind of person that i am, i'd like to wish everyone a happy friday and so on and so forth. apparently, the reason why i'm so mopey today is because i had a quick argument with a classmate of mine... he apparently called me total butthole and said that i was selfish, which in my opinion, it's the truth. and apparently, listening to system of a down radio on pandora isn't quite helping me lose my pain. maybe if i change the radio, i'll feel a tad bit better.
it's not like that i'm changing the course of reality because of one stupid little thing. only one simple thing can make a difference and a change to your course of reality.
so, good friday was the day that our lord and savior has died for our sins. everyone is having a good friday, except me because everyone's busy doing things and going out while i'm stuck here rotting in my house every single weekend. apparently, i have the feeling that i need to find more youth groups and churches to go to because nobody at my old youth group tells me anything so it leaves me pretty much left out on everything that's going on in the group these days.... i think after my best friend's weeding is when everyone drifted apart and was like "oh, let's go and do this without this guy because i think that everything was going good until he came along." or "you know what guys, lets all turn our backs when he least expects it and get out of his life." according to what the kid said to me in class today, he's right.... i'm an inconciderate butthole. i don't even know how to respond to that kind of thing..... but as usual, i deny the comment.
what else is there to talk about? i don't even know anymore... i actually thought this was a good idea, but now i'm not so sure anymore. i'm just in a mind of isolation at the moment... i miss the good old days where i'd be a good person to everyone... whatever happened to that?
for some reason..... i feel........ empty.
being the kind of person that i am, i'd like to wish everyone a happy friday and so on and so forth. apparently, the reason why i'm so mopey today is because i had a quick argument with a classmate of mine... he apparently called me total butthole and said that i was selfish, which in my opinion, it's the truth. and apparently, listening to system of a down radio on pandora isn't quite helping me lose my pain. maybe if i change the radio, i'll feel a tad bit better.
it's not like that i'm changing the course of reality because of one stupid little thing. only one simple thing can make a difference and a change to your course of reality.
so, good friday was the day that our lord and savior has died for our sins. everyone is having a good friday, except me because everyone's busy doing things and going out while i'm stuck here rotting in my house every single weekend. apparently, i have the feeling that i need to find more youth groups and churches to go to because nobody at my old youth group tells me anything so it leaves me pretty much left out on everything that's going on in the group these days.... i think after my best friend's weeding is when everyone drifted apart and was like "oh, let's go and do this without this guy because i think that everything was going good until he came along." or "you know what guys, lets all turn our backs when he least expects it and get out of his life." according to what the kid said to me in class today, he's right.... i'm an inconciderate butthole. i don't even know how to respond to that kind of thing..... but as usual, i deny the comment.
what else is there to talk about? i don't even know anymore... i actually thought this was a good idea, but now i'm not so sure anymore. i'm just in a mind of isolation at the moment... i miss the good old days where i'd be a good person to everyone... whatever happened to that?
for some reason..... i feel........ empty.
Thursday, April 17, 2014
Dear Blog Diary....
Dear blog diary,
it has been a whole month and... poop, i don't know how many days it's been since i've wrote on here... anyways, who cares right?
so, all has been good. i recently got a new computer to write down my complete and utter thoughts on... YAY! no more stupid laptops to ruin my stupid night(i regret saying that). anyways, how has everyone been? i hope they've been good. time has brought me back here since i have nothing to do in my spare time... see? this is what happens when you're freaking busy everyday of your miserable pathetic life.... i'm not calling anyone here miserable.... just myself. now why would i be calling myself miserable? because i deserve it.
i've sat here reading peoples blogs through the past years, and it has brought me to the deepest part of my core.... and to be honest, i really am a miserable person. i ask for stuff, i do stuff, and i accomplish stuff worthy of doing, but everytime i try not to be miserable, i end up doing so without even realizing it. in fact, i don't think that this post is going to be that long... i'll try to make it as long as i can without doing anything stupid.
so, this girl who i haven't heard from in about a year finally comes from out of the dark. words can't express my feelings for her. she's one in a million people to ever be nice to me. she's kind, generous, probably the SWEETEST person anybody will ever meet, and my best friend. the only problem is... i don't know how to tell her... maybe she's reading this post. Hmm.... i don't know. i've recently told her things, and.... (takes about a 10 second pause) i really don't know what to say about that. i mean, i like her, she's my dork, but...... for some reason, i have the feeling that she may be a total backstabber... which is exactly what my ex was. as a matter of fact, tonight, i'm going to tell you the story of how i met my ex and why i broke up with her.
So, about 2 years ago, i go on this social networking app that i will not say the name of on this site because i don't want to look back at it later and have regrets about it later... and further more, i don't want ANYBODY making the same mistake i did. anyways, i meet this girl who was a complete ray of sunshine, a ray of hope and full of rainbows and fluffy kitties and such. she lived in a different state at the time, so it was a ldr(long distance relationship). we got to know eachother and every night, we'd tell eachother goodnight and give eachother kisses and hugs. it went on for a year before i found out that she was cheating on me with her best friend... this completely broke my heart. not to mention how much my feelings get hurt easily. so, back in august, i decided to break the whole thing off because by that time, she shut me out and wouldn't talk to me. how i did it was in the weirdest and yet selfish way ever. So, when i did it, i called her a hostes ho-ho(if anyone doesn't know what i'm talking about google a hostes ho ho) and she misunderstood it for a "ho". then she totally flipped the tables on me and told me that i was heartless and don't deserve anyone in my life because i was that mean..... honestly, i can be rude at sometimes, but i don't think i'm that bad....
like i said before, i'm miserable.... whoever disagrees with me can message me or whatever... like anyone does that anyways.
bye diary.
from, me.
it has been a whole month and... poop, i don't know how many days it's been since i've wrote on here... anyways, who cares right?
so, all has been good. i recently got a new computer to write down my complete and utter thoughts on... YAY! no more stupid laptops to ruin my stupid night(i regret saying that). anyways, how has everyone been? i hope they've been good. time has brought me back here since i have nothing to do in my spare time... see? this is what happens when you're freaking busy everyday of your miserable pathetic life.... i'm not calling anyone here miserable.... just myself. now why would i be calling myself miserable? because i deserve it.
i've sat here reading peoples blogs through the past years, and it has brought me to the deepest part of my core.... and to be honest, i really am a miserable person. i ask for stuff, i do stuff, and i accomplish stuff worthy of doing, but everytime i try not to be miserable, i end up doing so without even realizing it. in fact, i don't think that this post is going to be that long... i'll try to make it as long as i can without doing anything stupid.
so, this girl who i haven't heard from in about a year finally comes from out of the dark. words can't express my feelings for her. she's one in a million people to ever be nice to me. she's kind, generous, probably the SWEETEST person anybody will ever meet, and my best friend. the only problem is... i don't know how to tell her... maybe she's reading this post. Hmm.... i don't know. i've recently told her things, and.... (takes about a 10 second pause) i really don't know what to say about that. i mean, i like her, she's my dork, but...... for some reason, i have the feeling that she may be a total backstabber... which is exactly what my ex was. as a matter of fact, tonight, i'm going to tell you the story of how i met my ex and why i broke up with her.
So, about 2 years ago, i go on this social networking app that i will not say the name of on this site because i don't want to look back at it later and have regrets about it later... and further more, i don't want ANYBODY making the same mistake i did. anyways, i meet this girl who was a complete ray of sunshine, a ray of hope and full of rainbows and fluffy kitties and such. she lived in a different state at the time, so it was a ldr(long distance relationship). we got to know eachother and every night, we'd tell eachother goodnight and give eachother kisses and hugs. it went on for a year before i found out that she was cheating on me with her best friend... this completely broke my heart. not to mention how much my feelings get hurt easily. so, back in august, i decided to break the whole thing off because by that time, she shut me out and wouldn't talk to me. how i did it was in the weirdest and yet selfish way ever. So, when i did it, i called her a hostes ho-ho(if anyone doesn't know what i'm talking about google a hostes ho ho) and she misunderstood it for a "ho". then she totally flipped the tables on me and told me that i was heartless and don't deserve anyone in my life because i was that mean..... honestly, i can be rude at sometimes, but i don't think i'm that bad....
like i said before, i'm miserable.... whoever disagrees with me can message me or whatever... like anyone does that anyways.
bye diary.
from, me.
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