so, i apparently seek some happiness since i'm forever alone in this world with nobody to comfort me, text me to cheer me up etc. apparently none of you are going to do it, so i thought i might as well make this post just for the fun of it, since posting isn't fun anyways.
being the kind of person that i am, i'd like to wish everyone a happy friday and so on and so forth. apparently, the reason why i'm so mopey today is because i had a quick argument with a classmate of mine... he apparently called me total butthole and said that i was selfish, which in my opinion, it's the truth. and apparently, listening to system of a down radio on pandora isn't quite helping me lose my pain. maybe if i change the radio, i'll feel a tad bit better.
it's not like that i'm changing the course of reality because of one stupid little thing. only one simple thing can make a difference and a change to your course of reality.
so, good friday was the day that our lord and savior has died for our sins. everyone is having a good friday, except me because everyone's busy doing things and going out while i'm stuck here rotting in my house every single weekend. apparently, i have the feeling that i need to find more youth groups and churches to go to because nobody at my old youth group tells me anything so it leaves me pretty much left out on everything that's going on in the group these days.... i think after my best friend's weeding is when everyone drifted apart and was like "oh, let's go and do this without this guy because i think that everything was going good until he came along." or "you know what guys, lets all turn our backs when he least expects it and get out of his life." according to what the kid said to me in class today, he's right.... i'm an inconciderate butthole. i don't even know how to respond to that kind of thing..... but as usual, i deny the comment.
what else is there to talk about? i don't even know anymore... i actually thought this was a good idea, but now i'm not so sure anymore. i'm just in a mind of isolation at the moment... i miss the good old days where i'd be a good person to everyone... whatever happened to that?
for some reason..... i feel........ empty.
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